Thursday, August 22, 2013
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If it comes back

Thursday, August 15, 2013
If you love something, let it go
If it comes back to you, its yours forever
If it doesn’t, then it was never meant to be


It’s not about letting go to see if he comes back
but I think its about 
Instead give him space to figure out where they are. 
You can’t force love on someone,
you can really only love him with the capacity that they love himself
Meaning, if they don’t love themselves, they may not know how to love you back or even want to love you in the way you love them.

But 

I have recently understanding.. 
Letting someone you love go,
and if it is meant to be it will come back to you
Sometimes for one to realize and appreciate what they have,
you must give them their freedom to explore. 

Unfortunately, it took almost 1,5 years for our love to break up 
We both have grown during our separation. 
From my experience, I now understand how much communication is necessary in a relationship
I don’t regret that we separated for so long 
because now 
I see you to be much happier 


but still I wanting you back ..

growing in love

I couldn't sleep tonight because I know its really really over between us
I just
Smile at you and remember how we spent so many times together, 
learning from each other and growing in love

You are my other half, 
without you 
I'm like the dance without the song. 
I'm like the heart without the soul. 
Without you, I'm like the words without the book, you mean so much to me! 
There aren't enough words to explain how much I care about you, and how much I need you in my life

You know... 
There are things you don't want to happen 
but you have to accept it
there are things you don't want to know 
but you have to learn them and
there are people you cant live without
but you have to let them go..

Everyone keep's telling me to just get over you and to move on
They obviously don't understand just how hard I've already tried


with you.. I'm growing in love