goodbyes are hard

yeah . .
Goodbyes are hard.

I don't understand how I can care this much and you dont care at all

sometimes,
I tell myself that maybe I should just stop hoping

It's really hard
when I try and try and try and then you finally realize it is not going to happen

I'm done trying. If you want me in your life, let me know .
This is a really good bye

and
sorry,

but I don't need any part time people in my life
You're either with me or you're not.
You can't just come and go as you please, Rivan

I really hate !
the fact that you ignore me for so long, then you start talking to me like nothing happened

4 years, I'ts over

I wish nothing but the best for you . . .

I can't explain how painful it is .